How To Relax

I have no idea.

I’m working on learning. Recently, I’ve even found myself in a few instances where I feel good relaxing. I go for daily walks in the sun and I notice that I am feeling present.

But, I’m not so sure I want to learn how to relax. I weirdly enjoy discomfort. If I’m not stressed, I’m bored.

I don’t know why this is. It’s how I was built.